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[Sun, 16th of Aug @ 8:39pm] can't stop shopping on amazon.ca ☆ﾐ

:( [Mon, 20th of Jul @ 11:15am] turns out makeup = cancerous. help me find safe makeup???? ☆ﾐ

bday [Tue, 7th of Jul @ 8:40am] here is a little birthday wish list: - keds - a sewing machine - a polaroid camera (the instant film kind) anyways, this is a baby blue jay in my yard- ☆ﾐ 3

money is everything and starbucks owns you [Tue, 16th of Dec @ 8:00pm] consumerism=fulfillment yeah? i guess better quality of life = buy and consume ( more), repeat until death. ☆ﾐ

. [Thu, 11th of Dec @ 12:56pm] still unemployed after 2+ mo. weee ☆ﾐ

sand [Sun, 2nd of Nov @ 1:03am] feels like we're treading so lightly, wish the footprints were deeper ☆ﾐ

immanence [Wed, 1st of Oct @ 1:10am] how it's only a few more days now is only making it harder to ignore now how hard it has been. what i'm feeling is a strange mixture 3 days. i'm consumed. ☆ﾐ

bookish lately [Fri, 26th of Sep @ 12:06am] i can't seem to relax, i don't know why/what's making me stressed out and nervous. it's all the time i'm really guarded and can't deal with strangers which is bad because my job = talking to strangers and i'm so l;ksjdf;lskjdf about it and i hate them but i want to just let it go. let it rise up and out of me in a small cloud. little inner battles that just need to stop. i get the feeling that it's something really minute but that is still managing to spill into every interaction. ☆ﾐ 3

blurry [Tue, 23rd of Sep @ 10:04pm] eyes keep going out of focus, why ☆ﾐ

the words that tell me nothing [Tue, 23rd of Sep @ 1:43am] mood swings are awful like a monster that rises up coming from a dark dark disgusting cave hidden way deep inside me a place no light ever reaches chest tightens but it's no use, i'm getting all twisted up inside, twisted like you wouldn't believe can't find myself anymore, i've become a ghost, there's just twisting and raging and despair everything that we all have gotten so good at keeping in a cage can't just tell/make/force it to subside now, it's not up to me now i suffer through the storm. it's over when it's over. ☆ﾐ

wo ho [Sat, 20th of Sep @ 3:20pm] white mocha americano! mm ☆ﾐ

folk [Fri, 19th of Sep @ 11:34pm] sometimes i'm all like ahhh, what am i doing what am i doing??? wasting shitloads of time? probably. right now i'm hormonal and it's kind of distracting, and in that confusion all up inside me kind of way. ☆ﾐ

hippy? [Sat, 13th of Sep @ 10:19pm] :s ☆ﾐ

ehehe [Tue, 26th of Aug @ 9:10am] my more stuff on my cat book!! :D ☆ﾐ

plato [Tue, 26th of Aug @ 12:32am] "what the greeks were was a reality, not a promise. and what we are and hope to be, is derived, as it were, from the influence and inspiration of these glorious generations." tomorrow i pick up my boxes from the post office! ☆ﾐ

kiki, dani, christopher mine again + cute downtown apt. = euphoria [Thu, 21st of Aug @ 7:43pm] ;AKLSJD;LFKJ october please come soooooooon ☆ﾐ

. [Sun, 17th of Aug @ 9:21pm] i fucking hate this place :'(

break the chain break the chain [Fri, 15th of Aug @ 7:32pm] surrey is a shithole and my life is going nowhere. i want my kitten and my friends. mountains are pretty. ☆ﾐ 2

ahh [Fri, 15th of Aug @ 9:51am] me + a peeling sunburn = good times? ☆ﾐ

it's a good story [Fri, 15th of Aug @ 9:49am] but i don't wanna live it alone crash to take a chance i wanna live it out!

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